Dreadful.....

Well are there any other words other than the above?? i seriously needed to write.. seems like I had this bang which forced me to get in touch with the QWERTY board again besides using them at work!!! Am totally feeling dreadful. I feel like I need a break from everything. I just can’t sit and speak up on my tribulations. and I can’t seem to seek anyone who can… (its really hard to explain)..am not sure if am becoming an obsessive compulsive person.. but I can’t help it! really feel there’s some pp lard me whom does not feel satisfied with anything which I do..at one point I feel like I need not to give a damn..but day by day its haunting me like anything..! This A is an over protective, nagging, irky, pesky, irritating..(Can’t think of anymore words), who thinks tht whatever being said is the right thing to do..no thoughts for second opinion from others..(am sure y’all must have came across this sorta ppl). For example, when I was asked to do a certain favor, (of course la we nak buat correctly and perfectly- and the end result pun turn out to be OK)..but for this A, its not- sure ada yang tak kena..something to say about without even realizing of what they said eventually hurt a person. And if there’s anything which need to be done, this A does not come directly to me, instead goes to someome nearest to me and orders to do things!! How on earth would u feel!! (I have opted to bottle up but I guess there’s no use) But sometimes rasa nak tanya balik why need to do this to me..but I just think its not the time yet..am totally blurr and weary at this moment…